so i hit a point last season somewhere after christmas where ever episode made me feel nauseous i don’t know what it was but it was like i cared too much about a dumb show like waay too much i would start panicking and shaking before every episode and i had way too many panic attacks and then i just stopped watching like four episodes before the end and ugh it was horrible and it actually made me hate it

but now i’ve detached from the show a bit more and idk i think i still like it i’m not sure but maybe i’ll be able to actually enjoy season 4 who knows